So my first business trip away from Hope was a bit stressful. There were lots of check in, some Skype sessions, and lots of texting. We were both anxious. I got a note from the math teacher and I had to make calls in the middle of a meeting.
I nearly had a meltdown when my flight from Des Moines to Chicago ran so late that I missed my connection home. I had to spend the night in Chicago. This would’ve been bad enough given that it was after 10pm; my corporate credit card expired on Monday and I didn’t have my luggage or fresh clothes at the ready. But now, such travel drama meant that I wouldn’t be home to see Hope off to school like I promised.
Damn, first trip and I’m breaking promises already.
I was fit to be tied, as we say.
But I called; I skyped and I called again. Hope enjoyed time with her godmother. And Godmommie wasn’t leaving until this morning anyway. The truth is that she was fine. They were fine. We all were fine. Things were fine.
She was thrilled to see me this evening. Even more excited that I brought home high quality bacon from pig country-Iowa. Hope was happy that I was here tonight to take her to dinner at Panera, to pick up a few things for school at Target and to twist her hair.
I wish I hadn’t had to work so hard while I was on this trip and that I could’ve enjoyed the hotel time. But now that I know we can do this travel thing, I’ll be ready next time…which happens to be another overnight next week.
In the meantime, Hope’s hair continues to be gorgeous and some little girl at school wants to touch it all the time (such touchiness annoys me #donttouchthehair). She’s embraced her hair in a way that exceeded my expectations. We tried on ballet flats tonight—that didn’t take long! She’s made friends at school, even if some of those relationships were cemented over bug candy that I purchased for her.
This evening she blurted out a list of things that she was happy about being my daughter and the cool things she’s done since she’s been here. Whoa! These are the times when my heart sings. It is precious and everything I dreamed about as I thought about being a mom.
Tomorrow is therapy and we haven’t been in a couple of weeks and so much has happened and so much hasn’t happened. I wonder what will it will be like; I always assume the worst when we go. And I wonder how we will be and what our resiliency will look like tomorrow evening.
April 3rd, 2014 at 10:00 pm
April 3rd, 2014 at 10:32 pm
I love the Martin reference and the fact that you guys made it through the first one. All the one’s after that are cake. Right?
April 3rd, 2014 at 10:35 pm
I love it. Strong girl and strong mama.
April 4th, 2014 at 7:27 pm
Love it!! Wonderful in so many ways
April 5th, 2014 at 12:14 pm
You guys have a really good rhythm going! Hitting a lovely stride!